Thursday, December 17, 2009

Who the F**K are You?

I believe the Time has come when we have to decide for ourselves our Lives, our Fates, our Stories. It has come to my attention that Boredom is not neccessarily negative at some moments. It helps people to think of things we never usually think about when we were busy doing our work or studying. After leaving our second homes of such a wonderful and huge family that connects teenagers and adults in one single but enormous building, we begin to find life such a Bore as we ask ourselves every morning, "Hey! What the Hell am I gonna do today?"

A simple question of infinite possiblities, yet one finds it difficult to choose an answer. Back then, we would usually say,"Oh, do maths pratice paper," or "revise Shakespeare's Othello" or even "I'm gonna practice my dance moves for SYF" or "Shoot 50 Bullseyes today at SAFRA Yishun".

Now, those times of answering the question with such answers is long gone. Forever gone (unless God forbids, we get retained and had to do Junior College life for at least one more year). We now answer the question with answers like "I'm gonna hang out with my friends today" or "Lets go to the Beach this afternoon" since every day now seems like a Weekend ever since A Levels were officially over.

Some, I believe, have already started work. Mostly retail assistants or in F&B. We now get into the real world. For the guys, of course, have to go for National Service, which is not really a bad thing if you see it with a different viewpoint. It allows us ample time to think of WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? And of course, it gets us buffed up which will promise amazing results after 2 years of training. Looking forward to that mostly.

But for others who are staying at home idly, doing nothing much for the life of his own, or even others, Boredom in fact, continues to torture us to keep answering that first question we always ask ourselves in the morning.

Staring in front of the computer and play? Watch TV all day long? Clean your room twice a day? Exercise my Ass off? Cook yourself a Gourmet Meal? Eat, Sleep and Shit for the entire day?

What are you going to do today? Simple. Answer this very question. Who the F**k am I? And at the end, you'll get to answer that same question everyday without thinking too hard about it. Try it. If it still doesn't help, then you didn't answer yourself honestly.

So... Who the F**k are YOU?

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